Dear Reader,
Today, I’m feeling down. I’ve I got realized that I am struggling with maintaining order in my everyday tasks. My family regularly provide guidance on how to handle things the right way, yet I find it challenging to retain their recommendations in my memory.I truly have a sincere desire to make these improvements for their benefit, but regrettably, I find myself consistently making the same errors despite my genuine intentions.
I am facing difficulties in my job too. My seniors always say I’m too quiet and low confident, and they want me to do things more quickly. But I don’t think they realize just how much work pressure I’m dealing with. This means I haven’t really been able to make friends at work or have time for creative stuff. And my confidence has already taken a hit because of all the data entry and the company culture of always saying “yes sir.
It seems like nobody really cares about what I truly want to do. I believe that only Allah can guide me in this journey. My goal is to have a remote job so I can be financially secure. I also want to help empower children by giving them an education who live on the streets or don’t have parents.
All these things happening around me are getting messy, and it’s making me feel more and more angry every day.
I’m feeling confused and my true self seems to be disappearing because of what everyone else thinks. I .dont know what should i do. just Allah can help me to get out of this.
Regards.
A messy and imperfect girl
